在陕北,如果冬天没有钱买煤生火,如果没有柴生火烧炕,你也没有钱吃肉,喝酒,就只有一个办法,吃狗肉!太冷了,零下26度,我仅有的是剧团发给我的羊皮大衣!一天24小时不离开我的身体!我吃狗肉竟然有了名气,那天有人把卖狗肉的人引到我的窑洞前!
满天大雪,北风那个吹,像极了白毛女的场景!我听见一个声音,像是隔壁王木匠,他引来一个人,脖子上架了一只狗,被剥了皮的狗克朗,一件黑色的棉衣满是窟窿,露出的白棉花与天空下的白雪,融为一体!我第一次见到如此穷的人,没钱过年,打死自己的狗,剥了皮,背着狗肉走30里山路,只为卖3块钱!!!竟然无人买,给我说好话,我给了他3块钱。给钱时,我的眼睛湿润了。
听别人说,买狗肉的人,哥哥死了,家穷,便娶了嫂子,没文化,每年过年的对联用碗把锅底的黑灰沾上,拓几个圆坨坨!家穷,只有一条裤子,弟兄俩轮换着穿!
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我望着他的背影,留下滚烫的热泪!兄弟!你是农民中最穷的,而我,是干部里最穷的!我穷的连家人都没有!
把狗肉放在河里,河里的冰像锅盖,我用绳子绑在河边的大石头上。第二天,肉的红色不见了,白白的,拿到屠宰厂,找到几个朋友,让他们做熟,我便热热的吃上几口!他们会把酒拿出来,让我喝上几口暖暖着冰冷的四肢。
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就在我拿盘子里的肉时,我看见铺在盘子下的报纸,上面写着我的表哥的名字,被评为陕西自学成才一等奖!
我扔下狗肉直奔回我的窑洞,我再也没有吃狗肉了,我发疯了一样在拼命的看书,学英语,学语文,学历史!我要考大学!我要考延安大学!
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